Lover Of Mine

From the outside looking in
I can see his patience wearing
I can tell your heart is breaking
By the way your hands are shaking

From the outside looking in
I can see a volcano eruption begging to begin
As the tension is pulled tight
Your heart explodes and lava takes flight

From the outside looking in
I can see the sky now darken
As you pour out your soul
And leave your life in his control

From the outside looking in
I see a love pulled so thin
Glazed over with a shadowed passion
Where there once was color now only ashen

Never

You will never understand my mind
A con-jumbled mess of words intertwined
A war between love and hate
A brutal religious debate
A world gone blind
You will never understand my mind

You will never live my past
These fragment images fleeting fast
A laugh a cry together as one
An ignorant innocence come undone
A race were you come in last
You will never live my past

You will never see through my eyes
How I see the sun rise
With all its magnificent splendor
Stuck to my skin like a miserable splinter
You will never see through my disguise
You will never see through my eyes

Life is a journey

Even if you don't agree.
Life is a journey
shared adventures with your "soulmate"
A game in which is a "stalemate"

This it true for everyone. Even those who claim that they are better off alone and prefer that. You think of yourself as your "soul mate", and in reality that would be a better solution. However even the most secluded loner still longs for someone at some point.
Most of us will never find "the one" no matter how hard we try, in fact the harder we try the less likely it is that we will find him or her. Even the lucky ones who find their soul mates aren't always so lucky. They might over look them or think that there is something better down the line, never giving in and always feeling alone. This is my cursed fate.

Finals

My Mind is empty
the words I can not see
they float beside me outside my head
to fall on paper is what they dread
my mind is empty...losing my bearing
just sit staring

I can not rack my brain enough
the words don't flow enough
my mind isn't clear enough
I've just about had enough

Shoot me where I stand, mark me where I land.

Nightmares

Silence fills this place.
My heart unknowingly gives up its pace.

There is no one here to wake me.
No one to tell me this isn't real.
My dreams, contorted into un-waking nightmares.

Darkness fills this place.
I sink slowly, curling under trying to save face.

Can someone wake me?
Rattle my bones until this phantasm has flown from my sight.
Cast away the horrors that fill my soul.

Sorrow fills this place.
Coursing through my every movement in this black space.

Neverland

Hello Ignorance, where have you been?
Kidnapping Bliss and Innocence,
Hiding them away in Neverland.

Where is my second star?
I see nothing when I look right.
Where is my pixie dust?
For in these happy thoughts I do trust.

Hello Fascination, you've set foot too close
Clumsy and careless
Pirates found my secret hiding place.

Where Is my second star?
I see nothing when I look to the right
Where is my pixie dust?
For in these happy thoughts I do trust.

I am the Capitan of my ship, the Ruler of my sea
No one is above me.