Life is a journey

Even if you don't agree.
Life is a journey
shared adventures with your "soulmate"
A game in which is a "stalemate"

This it true for everyone. Even those who claim that they are better off alone and prefer that. You think of yourself as your "soul mate", and in reality that would be a better solution. However even the most secluded loner still longs for someone at some point.
Most of us will never find "the one" no matter how hard we try, in fact the harder we try the less likely it is that we will find him or her. Even the lucky ones who find their soul mates aren't always so lucky. They might over look them or think that there is something better down the line, never giving in and always feeling alone. This is my cursed fate.

Finals

My Mind is empty
the words I can not see
they float beside me outside my head
to fall on paper is what they dread
my mind is empty...losing my bearing
just sit staring

I can not rack my brain enough
the words don't flow enough
my mind isn't clear enough
I've just about had enough

Shoot me where I stand, mark me where I land.

Nightmares

Silence fills this place.
My heart unknowingly gives up its pace.

There is no one here to wake me.
No one to tell me this isn't real.
My dreams, contorted into un-waking nightmares.

Darkness fills this place.
I sink slowly, curling under trying to save face.

Can someone wake me?
Rattle my bones until this phantasm has flown from my sight.
Cast away the horrors that fill my soul.

Sorrow fills this place.
Coursing through my every movement in this black space.