I think I'm turning Bi-polar.

Yes, this could be it. The moment where you realize I am all you want, all you need. Yep, I can see it now. You look at me with those big beautiful eyes of yours, like you can read my mind, like you could get lost and never have one complaint. When you reach for my hand, or slowly kiss my lips, I can see it.

I can see you and me

Living in the moment

Having nothing to lose

I can see you holding me tight

As if at any moment I could drift away

Waving good-bye as I go

I can see

That this is my fear

But as much as I want this to be true, I can see you running, far far away. Looking back briefly to see if I am still watching. Then you'd stop, and turn towards me as if you would come back; and take two steps forward but 4 steps back.